The Difficulty Of What I’m About To Say…

by William Skink

I know it’s going to be difficult to accept what I’m about to say because people get very invested in their chosen narratives, but it’s important that you at least be exposed to the notion that it’s all true.

It’s true that people engaged in peaceful protests.
It’s true that people engaged in lawless looting.
It’s true that provocateurs have committed acts of vandalism and sometimes carry umbrellas.
It’s true that Antifa exists and that they don’t advocate gently placing flowers in the gaping hole of a long gun.
It’s true that some very messed up militia minded people call themselves Boogaloo Bois, wear Hawaiian shirts, and are showing up to add their brand of crazy to the mix.
It’s true looters come in all shades and sizes.
It’s true some desperate people are taking things they need.
It’s true some opportunistic people are taking things they want.
It’s true opportunistic government thugs suddenly shifted the Covid-19 rationale for using contract tracing to a catch-them-rioters rationale for using contract tracing.
It’s true the policy infrastructure for enacting martial law has been a long-term, bi-partisan project.
It’s true that now is the time to realize what’s at stake, but instead of acting collectively for our mutual benefit, the cognitive challenge of accepting that all these things can be true at the same time will keep us tied to one of these things to the exclusion of all the others.

It’s hard work, I know. But I have faith in you.

O Sailor!

by William Skink

I have two poems to share today. The first establishes me as America’s 21st century Walt Whitman. Do I know how egomaniacal that sounds? Of course, but it’s a kick ass poem that makes the reader do a little work while aping Whitman’s style, sort of.

The second poem is a rough approximation of the weirdness I mentioned in yesterday’s post. In scanning the news this morning it’s still difficult to determine what the hell is actually going on. Stay sane out there!

M WORD
for M.E.

sailor O sailor
the seas that you sail
the vast, blue expanse
the breezes and gales

that moves your big ship
on the tides of the moon
is blowing astray
there’s risk you’ll maroon

sailor O sailor O
what will you do?
the mast has a fracture
the morale of the crew

has never been lower
and several may jump
refusing to eat
the shit sandwich lunch

you call a buffet
but we know the deal
you serve us the shit
while munching on veal

sailor O sailor
your fake Capt’s hat
is falling apart
your ruse is a trap

you set for yourself
when ego took hold
the story of the Captain
will one day be told

for now be assured
some minds are still free
sailor O sailor
our rhyme you’ll soon see

BOIS

boogaloo and Pepe to
chaos playoffs, who are you?

tactical Matt his white skin hat
glass break spark
what you think ‘bout that?

Hawaiian stylin’
igloo proud
white hat Matt: can you hear me now?

chaos magick, new thought belief
black bloc comes
kicks out his teeth

they will not let them
honest rage

George Pink Floyd
make my day

The Dark Star Has Risen

by William Skink

Things are getting so weird so fast it’s hard to keep up.

There are reports coming out of Minneapolis that an organized, right-wing element has coopted the protests that have erupted in Minneapolis after a police officer killed George Floyd.

If you have searched the term Boogaloo Bois in the last 24 hours you know what I am talking about. If you haven’t, I apologize that I have to write about this like it matters, because it does.

The idea that right-wing militia dudes dressed in tactical gear and Hawaiian shirts are transferring their online meme-magick mockery machine into real life chaos is difficult to accept. I mean, shit, I find it difficult to accept and I’m reading an actual book about this, which is freaking me out a bit.

The book, by Gary Lachman, is titled Dark Star Rising: Magick And Power In The Age Of Trump. I’ll be lazy and use this BoingBoing review for a quick summary:

Before I read Dark Star Rising, I had no idea that Trump was a devoted follower of the New Thought movement, which has it roots in 19th century mysticism. Trump’s family attended Marble Collegiate Church in New York, which was ministered by a pro-Christian nationalist named Norman Vincent Peale, who promulgated a doctrine of “positive thinking” — the idea that you can use your mind to cure yourself of disease, get rich, or even become president (“Change your thoughts and you can change the world”). I also didn’t know that the alt-right bases much of its ideology on an Italian philosopher and mystic born in 1889 named Julius Evola, who thought the problem with Mussolini was that he wasn’t a big enough fascist. And then there’s Aleksandr Dugin, a very influential Russian fascist philosopher who is a kind of Rasputin figure for Putin and who pushes the idea that the only way to return Russia to greatness is by wiping liberal democracy off the face of the earth. Dugin is relatively unknown in the West, except among members of the alt-right and the dark enlightenment, who would love to install the kind of fascist regime Dugin is advocating in their own countries. Dark Star Rising introduced me to all of these phenomena, along with many other related concepts, such as using Pepe memes as a form of chaos magick – a postmodern magical practice that stresses achieving desired outcomes through applied experimentation as opposed to rituals and symbols of traditional mystic practices.

It’s weird to be writing this in such a peaceful environment. It was a beautiful day today in Missoula. I went to a local watering hole with a good friend. The family is watching Lego Movie Part II on the couch. Our baked potatoes were delicious.

And yet, a part of this country could be facing a domestic military deployment and the use of lethal force tonight amidst total confusion about what the threat actually is.

I guess we’ll see what tomorrow brings.

Complicating The Knee-Jerk Reaction To Bash Cops

by William Skink

One of the easiest things to do right now is bash cops. The me from 20 years ago would have no problem bashing cops. Remember the riots that went down in Missoula when the Hells Angels rolled into town and cops from all over the region descended in an absurd show of force? I do, and it was ugly.

The reason I won’t simply bash cops with angry words right now is because nothing is simple, and my experiences working directly with cops and other first responders changed how I perceive what is now happening.

When I spoke of my white privilege I admitted the limit of my understanding when it comes to being black in America. There is something similar going of with the experiences of being a cop, though cops do choose to enter their profession, and obviously no one chooses the color of their skin.

My perspective comes from creating and leading an outreach program to address chronic homelessness in Missoula. I tried making a difference by pitching our HOT line as an alternative to 911 when it came to–and this is important–NUISANCE issues related to people on the streets in various stages of addiction and mental distress.

I had a great power point presentation that I would give to anyone with 90 minutes and an open mind where I would describe how this program interfaces with first responders and law enforcement to improve outcomes. My anecdotal stories kicked ass, as I’m sure anyone who has heard them can testify to.

One example is a situation that developed on the street behind Walmart near the Reserve Street camps. The cops could have been heavy-handed immediately, but they didn’t. Instead it took multiple police reports from conflicts with campers and Walmart staff for local PD to decide something had to be done.

The police reached out to me and asked if I could be present during the “eviction” and I said yes. I had worked hard to make inroads with PD and to show them that there was value in collaborating with my outreach program.

That day there were about half a dozen police offices and myself. The cops went down the sidewalk, knocking on doors and informing people they had to go somewhere else. Everything was going fine until one guy in a trailer came out yelling. I moved closer, but obviously held back as the lead officer spoke with this angry man.

The lead officer used techniques he probably learned at the Crisis Intervention Training, which now goes on regularly with local PD. He kept his distance and kept his tone calm as he spoke with the angry man, who was shouting about how HE was trying to help these people.

The officer replied that they also wanted to help people, and he pointed to me, telling the man they had asked me to be there to help connect people to services. My presence was their proof, and the man could see that, and he DID calm down.

After the cops moved on I stayed to talk with the angry guy in his trailer. He was very against the Federal government and he was very well armed. I wasn’t afraid for my safety because he seemed like a rational person from what I could tell. He really was trying to help people, and had land off the grid where he normally lived.

I would tell these stories to champion the idea of collaboration and to credit specific examples of good policing so people knew what was possible with the right training and the right support.

The harsh reality, though, is the non-existence of a viable social safety net turns cops and first responders into babysitters of people who are almost impossible to manage. And if your job does not put you into constant contact with these individuals, you don’t know what it’s like.

Another story I got from a first responder. This was after I got a standing ovation from ER staff for informing them a particularly nasty frequent flier had just left the bus station for Helena, where he had a family member I had convinced to help him.

The story was about their colleague’s last day and how he flipped out. Apparently 911 got a call from someone in a local restaurant regarding a person they thought was passed out on the sidewalk and needed help, but it turned out it was just a coat, not a person. The EMT went into the restaurant, asked who called on the coat, and then proceeded to take the person’s meal and chuck it in the trash.

I shared another story recently on a different blog about seeing a cop lose his cool with a local drunk. He had just given the guy a ticket for having an open container because the man refused to leave. He was too drunk and had shit himself, but he had enough piss and vinegar in him to take the ticket, crumple it up, and throw it at the cop, so the cop wrote him a ticket for littering and threw it at him.

I knew this officer by his first name, so I said hey _____, let me take _____ back to the shelter and I’ll get him cleaned up. I’ll take care of it so you don’t get any more calls on him today.

Putting myself out there in this capacity was very appreciated, but I paid a price similar to what many first responders pay for doing the job they do; vicarious trauma, burn-out, and maybe a little PTSD thrown in for good measure.

For cops, their shared experiences and traumas make the blue line nearly impenetrable. If there is no effort to at least try to understand some of this from their perspective, then we are doomed to cycles of escalation.

And, as we fight each other, guess who’s still clinking their crystal snifters?

Gentrifiers Fix Their Development Gaze On Caras Park

by William Skink

What Covid-19? What NEW NORMAL?

There is absolutely no indication wafting from the illuminated brain trust running this town that there needs to be any reassessment of their GRAND MASTERPLAN, brought to you by Florida consulting firm, Dover and Kohl.

The latest news comes from that trusty cheerleader of development, the Missoula Current. It’s a warning to anyone who still cares about this town and hasn’t been priced out of it yet that the gentrifiers are coming for the beating heart of downtown, Caras Park.

You know that big hill your kids roll down during Out to Lunch? Gonna get a Jon Tester flattop. Obscured views and non-ADA approach to Brennan’s Wave? That’s get fixed. There will be better views, more amenities, and a reason to come down for a visit 365 days a year.

I don’t make it sound as fun as Gomer Kidston does, so here’s his spin:

Plans call for new public restrooms and a seamless trail system from the California Street pedestrian bridge to Missoula College. It also calls for a “ribbon” of parks along the water’s edge and hardened river access to prevent further bank erosion.

It could also create year-round market space for artists and vendors, giving the park uses beyond the summer months. An ice-skating “ribbon” would also extend the park’s seasonal uses.

“Right now, you go down there on a Saturday in January and there’s not a lot of activity there because there’s no reason to be there,” McLeod said. “We want to create amenities that will draw people into the park year round. That’s really important into the future.”

Nathan McLeod at Parks and Rec thinks it’s REALLY IMPORTANT to have reasons for people to visit Caras Park in January. That’s some mighty fine optimism he’s got going there because, personally, I think it’s REALLY IMPORTANT to survive the ECONOMIC DEPRESSION that is coming as millions of people CONTINUE filing for unemployment each week.

I’m writing more and more with the CAPS LOCK ON because I’m getting the sense a lot of people within local government don’t understand what is happening right now. They are just going about their business like the last few months were a little bump in the road.

Should we really be moving forward with a master plan that was dreamed up by Florida consultants BEFORE a pandemic popped the everything bubble? How does increasing density sound now? Can we afford more “ribbons” of parks that will need to be maintained (who am I kidding, they’ll probably turn into homeless camps).

It really amazes me that our local braintrust think they can both shut down businesses and destroy people’s lives, while at the same time move forward with all their development plans like nothing happened. They are already complaining about gaps in budgets and needing to panhandle the Feds and their lack of tools to raise revenue other than with property taxes, so how about a big FUCK NO to your ribbons of parks and ice-skating dreams.

Do the people you have elected still have your consent, Missoula? Or do you think it might be prudent and wise to see how the next 18 months shake out before trying to sell us on all the great things they are going to do with our money?

You know where I stand.